♠ Saturday 31.5.2008 ♠

omigosh* i can't believe..that i'm actually addicted to animes again!!! well, actually, it's just one anime la..haha..

i love 'Yakitate!! Japan'!!! such a hilarious anime..and it makes me feel hungry whenever i watch it..it was premiered in 'animax' last year..unfortunately, my family doesn't subscribe that channel..haiz..what a pity..at least there's crunchyroll.com!!! so, i only got to watch it this year..thanks so much to those who uploaded the videos!!! i'll try my best to finish watching all 68 episodes this hols!! i can't possibly watch it after school reopens, definitely tons and tons of h/w to complete..

here's the link if you guys wanna try checking it out.. XD!
http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Yakitate_Japan

F.Y.I - sometimes, you may find the way they taste those bread in the show kind of..over exaggerating though..but it's funny!!! haha..

enjoy your day people!!

♠ Thursday 29.5.2008 ♠

sorry guys, kind of bored, but i don't have much to post about these few days..lol..
well, in that case, sharing some quotes won't hurt..right? my friend's feeling kind of depressed..i don't know how to help her..all i can do is hear her out..sorry i can't do much..

love these quotes!! XD!

I know you like her, so i won't interfere, i'll just sit back and watch my whole life disappear..

It hurts when the only person you want to hold on to forever is with someone else. All you can do is continue loving them, watch them walk away and say..'there goes my life'..

We were so in love and perfect but just like the colors of the blue sky turning gray,
our world is slowly fading away.

You'll never know how much I miss you, you won't see it in my face,
You'll never know there won't be another guy to take your place cause
I'll be smiling when I see you, no my tears won't ever show,
I might always love you, but you'll never know...

Sometimes I wonder, did you really care,
or if you even thought of me when I wasn't there,
sometimes I wonder, was I ever in your heart,
or was I being used, from the very start...?

I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had..

For the first time in my life I could really trust somebody
And I felt someone actually cared about me...
And for the first time in my life I was completely wrong.

I told you I'd never say good-bye, now I'm slipping on the tears you've made me cry. Why does it come as a surprise? To think, I was so naive. Maybe it didn't mean anything to you, but it meant everything to me..

There was a time when I was so blind.. blinded by the love that you gave to me. Little did I know.. it was all a lie.. just a fun game for you to play. You showed me things that people never showed me before, you took me places no one has taken me.. and you finally healed that broken heart that I received from my last love. Everything was perfect.. or so it seemed. But before I could blink my eyes, everything was falling apart. It wasn't the same..

We can't be together, you deserve someone so much better
than me, and you know it, and it kills me that you know it.
I can't handle being in a relationship, constantly scared
that you're going to find that someone who you deserve.

that's all..really very sorry ya my friend..i don't know what to say about your case..still, take care k!

♠ Tuesday 27.5.2008 ♠

i went for choir practice today..AGAIN! it was as awful as yesterday's practice..lol..

and guess what?? today should actually be the last day of practice during the hols..but then, our choir teacher decided to extend the practice! which means, there'll be practice again tomorrow..from 1-4p.m. claudia, nicole etc. etc., u guys are so lucky that you don't have to attend practice!! i envy you guys so much!! haizzz...i can still tolerate..so, no complaints..hah..

2 more pics which i completed..lol..im too bored, which is the main factor that made me upload these pics in my blog..paiseh ya..haha..

haizz..why can people be so unreasonable and rude sometimes? i actually saw my teacher kind of begging one of the seniors to come for choir practice..and she actually ignored the teacher!!! isn't this pitiful? man..this is so rude la..a student shouldn't do that to a teacher..no matter how much they hate or dislike the teacher..

life sure is full of ups and downs, it's a fact that no one can escape..agree? but it can be really meaningful or vice versa..well, it depends on the person themselves..mine is like so..uhhh..forget it..it doesn't matter anymore..hah..

i think that's all..will be posting again soon..

TC!!

♠ Monday 26.5.2008 ♠

yay! i completed another drawing..lol..i'm going to be out of my mind soon..haha..


i did this halfway late yesterday night, completed it before i went for choir practice and took this photo just now..i think it's better than my first one though..
oh..and sorry for making you wait HP..thanks a lot for commenting on it!! XD!
by the way, choir practice just now wasn't as horrible as i thought it would be..thanks to the air-conditioner!!! without it, choir practice is HELL!!! lol..
and my ears nearly went deaf during practice..everyone (well, not all, but most of the choir members) seemed to be shouting, instead of singing..and i'm excluded from that shouting part!!
don't misunderstand that i shouted too!! haha..XD!

goodie night in advance!!! (i said i'm out of my mind..right? lol..)

♠ Monday 26.5.2008 ♠

i was too free yesterday..haha..after being annnoyed for 4 hours straight, i decided to do some drawing, since it has been some time i did not draw..lol..it's not that nice though..

*ahem* i know, my drawing will never be as great as su sian's..XD!

it took me a while to complete the drawing..of course, i'm a beginner and i definitely need some time to learn to draw better..hah..practice makes perfect right? i'll work harder to improve my skills..XD!

gahhh..i have to go to school later, although it's the hols already!!! for what??

CHOIR PRACTICE!!! i never liked choir in my life..and the hideous uniform makes me hate it even more! i'm *speechless* whenever i have to describe the uniform..lol..even the songs we

have to sing sucks a lot! sweat.. T.T

sometimes, i really wonder why the glass doesn't break into pieces when my teacher sings such an extremely high tune during practice..weird..lol..really difficult to tolerate..hah..choir members, i'm sure we'll 'have fun' singing today..haha..

and by the way, i find this quote really true..'absence makes the heart grow fonder'. it suits my situation so much!!!

♠ Sunday 25.5.2008 ♠

* i'm frustrated!!!*

i can't tolerate this anymore!!! weekdays are giving me enough pressure and now, weekends!!!
doink la that stupid guy in tuition! gah! feel like killing him.. not only does he insults people, he's damn annoying and insane and calls people names (really idioctic ones)! i seriously pity that girl in tuition..i wonder how the heck can she actually tolerate with that freako?? i wish Jan could attend tuition every weekend, im sure he'll keep his mouth shut! or else, Jan will erupt like a volcano and shout at him..muahahahaha..it will seriously be the best thing in the world, if he just stops attending tuition!

*gawdd* i know i'm kind of evil sometimes..XD!
have a nice day!

♠ Saturday 17.5.2008 ♠

exam's finally over..but i guess..thing's will become worse in future..cause..when im studying, i can avoid myself from thinking about all those sad stuffs..but now..since im so free already..all those problems are playing in my mind..all the time..they won't leave me alone..not even for one second..i really wonder..why must you break my heart like that? i never thought you would do that to me..why must god take you away from me? things will never be as wonderful as how they used to be..it's the fact..that things are different now..really different indeed..and another fact is..i can't face the fact..that you have left me alone here..in this dull world..full of darkness...emptiness..and loneliness..breaking down won't be a way to solve this..but that's all i can do..since i can't forget..and i will never forget..

♠ Wednesday 7.5.2008 ♠

i knew it..that day has to come..that particular day..2nd of May..sooner or later..but i never expected it to come that fast..haiz..i have lost trust..towards people around me..i'm just forced to fake smiles and laughs..everyday..when my heart is so deeply hurt..sobs..my life's damn meaningless..useless..everyday..it's full of pressure, sadness, and loneliness..this emptiness is killing me! I'm wondering why I've waited so long..looking back..i realize i was the one who's being really foolish..stupid..and idiotic! haiz..!

♠ Tuesday 6.5.2008 ♠

i'm dreading the coming exam..how i wish time would just stop..and maybe even 'rewind' back to the past..cause..there goes my memories..my happy and meaningful memories..i miss them..haiz..things just aren't the way they used to be anymore..my life's filled with boredom..it's meaningless..and everything's so fake..! for once..i thought i was the happiest person in the world..and the next thing i knew..it was the other way round!

btw, I'm new here..lol..