♠ Wednesday 7.5.2008 ♠

i knew it..that day has to come..that particular day..2nd of May..sooner or later..but i never expected it to come that fast..haiz..i have lost trust..towards people around me..i'm just forced to fake smiles and laughs..everyday..when my heart is so deeply hurt..sobs..my life's damn meaningless..useless..everyday..it's full of pressure, sadness, and loneliness..this emptiness is killing me! I'm wondering why I've waited so long..looking back..i realize i was the one who's being really foolish..stupid..and idiotic! haiz..!