down..again..

life hates me..

i hate life..

w/e..

just leave me aside..

i'll be better off alone..

ughhh..

WEDNESDAY

went to school..felt like skipping it..but i don't have a choice..managed to escape from being stuck in the SPBT room..went to the hall for the kursus kepimpinan thingy..i nearly fell asleep..nothing much..

THURSDAY

let's see..i missed lessons..well..there ain't any lessons in class anymore..gah..forget it..

went for pp prac..ain't much to do though..as usual..played..helped others..played..got tired..finished my water..so..today's routine..plain stupid and boring..have been sweating like hell..damn..

after prac..saras and HP accompanied me to class..had to return stuffs to pn woo..she already 'tutup kedai' for me to return keys when i met her..still..she was kind enough to bring a few extra grams home..lols..i'm sure HP and saras understood what i meant..XD..

went to the autogym then..saras and i had fun argala-ing..=.='..and HP was on one of the equipments for a really long time..if i'm not wrong..su sian was on one for a long time too..heh..

changed into another attire for marching..as usual..i did not enjoy it..and hell..how i wish i don't have to march anymore..sickingly sick wei..sorry to say this..sometimes i really regret on my decisions to take part in stuffs..

maybe..i ain't gonna' attend pp prac that long tomorrow..it just somehow..makes me emo..gah..have fun vivien..but it depends on the situation whether i'm attending or not..

best word to describe how i feel now..PISSED..

sometimes..i'm really confused..

about everything that's happening around me..

i need a break..and i need to scream em' out..